Iam That Iam The lie about what being One means

Click the link to see what inspired this, I have read thru some of the forums and watched alot of the vids, Lots of truth there but I had a problem with some of it as I have detailed below I am also posting this on their forum and makin it a video for youtube
(Note the topic only lasted about two hours before i was site banned, they said they do not debate, my words were opinions and therefore disregarded, and I was not allowed retort, Kinda low for people who believe I am One just as they are yet they deny me equal opurtunity to have a say. Such petty emotions displayed by "Enlightened Beings" They can stay One Im movin up.)

WHO AM I? I am the first thought exploding in a shockwave of conscious awareness. I am the First light defeating the darkness and creating life. I am the First sound creating stars in my wake. I am but a drop of water in an ocean of Chaos. I am You and You are me, and We are god.
Humans have such fragile and Vague perceptions of what constitutes reality. Their Egos clouded by worldly things, their perceptions limited to the local infrastructures of awareness. Easily led, Easily sucked into the vast unidentifiable One Consciousness, unable to break free of the boundaries presented by their tiny intellects. Such wondrous possibility squandered on meaningless pursuits, of War and Control.
They wander a seemingly endless path of Destruction and Uncertainty, hoping that one day someone or something greater than themselves will reach out a hand in aide that they may take that hand and be saved.
The Hand you must reach out and take is your own.

The wonder that is creation could not thoroughly be enjoyed properly without emotion. Emotion is a guidepost on the path. Different emotions create different paths, different choices to be made constantly thru life.
Without the experience of emotion, it is to be all for nothing. In addition, there can be no gathering and interpretation of information into the Ego of the Universe.

As many amongst few, or as One with all things, you lose identity. Identity may be said to be meaningless and a lie perpetrated by the Light. The conscious memory and stored emotions in your Materia Energy is You. Without it You cease to exist and a new conscious being unaware of its transgressions in the Prime Materia is mocked and shown the evil of their deeds and thusly, degraded for it.

Unfortunately, this is True! As horrible as this sounds it is the only force that must be defeated before we can move on, before we can, with sober judgmental eyes, see thru the programmed lie. Iinstilled in every soul upon the entirety of the Prime Materia Plane at the conception of their consciousness amongst the planes Materia energies…

The Lie is To admit that it is okay to harmonize with a chaotic form of consciousness projection, determined by forces so far greater than we are. What is that Lie? That the only way to defeat the program you must recognize its capacities and utilize them in a non-emotional manner. That you must abandon emotion, be “Honest” with your self and admit that it is not real and forgive yourself of it? In order to conform to the standards of the way things are and supposedly this is the way to evolve into different forms of existence, A Higher Form of consciousness free from labels, free from emotion, indeed these forms of consciousness feed on the emotions and vibratory signals emitted as such. That is because they have not this ability. They cannot produce emotion in such a way as we can now as they lack objective experience, they only exist in there own dimension of servitude. They cannot experience love but thru another “Living Soul” Demons and Angels are only defined truly on the emotions on which they feed and cause thru thought manipulations and emotional surges in local conscious infrastructures. The Portal is a means by which We can “Crossover” Switching places with these beings and thusly experiencing what its like to be them and vice versa.

However, all of that is a lie! Programmed as you have put it, and no matter what you do, If you cleave to that ideal, if you chose to believe that you do not exist and that you fool yourself into thinking that you do when your thoughts do not even exist! Then Surely, you indeed do not exist. And the lie has won!!!!

I was Self Honest Years ago. You switch places with a demon that shows you his shoes and you like it. You are the kind of servant they want in there house of LIES!!!!! YOU DO EXIST, YOU ARE REAL AND THAT PART OF THE ENERGY THAT IS YOU DOES NOT HAVE TO BE LEFT BEHIND!!!!! You do not have to conform and cross over. You can thru experience and wisdom defeat this plot and overcome death. You can walk into the Bardo strong of Will and Strong of Heart, wholly yourself, and face the Light as its equal. Because that is all the Light has. Everything in perceivable reality is Light even sounds resonate from within light, as lesser word for Energy or Materia. So everything weather it be a thought, a sound, a tree, a person, or an animal, everything is light. Moreover, that Light can indeed be self-aware and carry itself over if it is of strong will and heart. Will being the strength to endure as
Few among Many. The lie is that you are unable to do this without conforming but I say Nay!!!
You must first recognize that you are a manifestation of a Universal ego. You are one with everything and your experience is meaningless. Nevertheless, do not cleave. Where I am from we are not wiled by Demonic small talk, We command them!!!! We do not fear the light, or its creations, we contort it. We do not accept reality for it what it appears to be, We change it!!!! Though Death may find us in the “End”, he finds a smiling face, as he was a welcomed friend. Because you have finished. Your energies have absorbed a barrage of experience thru billions of existences and that Knowledge has become as apparent in you as it is in the Great Records. And thru sacrifice, fear, hate love, courage, happiness, depression, and “Honesty” You can evolve into something greater still capable of its own thought, guiding its own destiny at its whim. Manifesting your own creations in the Prime Materia. Being not the singular perception but the omnipresent perception of the Light itself and from that you experiences will manifest into a new dimension of Awareness of which you are Master.
To do this requires no almost any action. It is a natural process that if not interrupted by conscious action and conformity, It will eventually happen to every soul, the Canvases onto which they were painted billions of times will suddenly come to a point in which it realizes it is a canvas and remembers all the paintings that it was. Thus, the Energies of your Materia may evolve and not only retain its emotions but also retrieve all of the previous experienced ones. You, but, you as you have always been. Your true self.

I am Just a messenger.

Please do not shoot me!!!!

Aes Hermetis